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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Mar 23, 2014 16:05:34 GMT -6
"Hey, it's okay." he said. "I'm not mad. I just want you to know what you really want."
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Post by Deleted on Mar 23, 2014 16:11:57 GMT -6
Esmeralda took a few deep breaths to calm her thoughts and looked up at him, slowly shaking her head, "I don't know..." she admitted quietly. "I feel somewhat lost right now. I'm not used to this... I feel like sex is my only real way of repaying you, but I don't want it to be that, and I don't think you do either, but then my fears and anxieties about being a burden and not being able to repay you at all come crashing down, and I just don't know..."
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Mar 23, 2014 16:15:48 GMT -6
"I've told you time and time again, I don't want repaying. I don't want you to feel like you owe me," Squall said.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 23, 2014 16:18:41 GMT -6
Esmeralda looked up at him and nodded slowly, "I know, I just... It's hard for me to comprehend that."
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Mar 24, 2014 7:14:13 GMT -6
"Esmeralda, I'm not going to hurt you." He murmured.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 24, 2014 7:21:52 GMT -6
Esmeralda looked up at him, "Part of this is me fearing that I'd hurt you in some way. Sometimes I fear I'm unintentionally manipulating you. I don't want to be, and I genuinely care about you," she explained, "I know you can take care of yourself. I'm not trying to baby you or anything. I..." she was rambling and she knew it, but what she was feeling was difficult for her to articulate.
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Mar 24, 2014 7:26:47 GMT -6
"I'm old enough to make my own decisions." Squall said. "I can deal with anything that comes with those choices."
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Post by Deleted on Mar 24, 2014 7:35:51 GMT -6
Esmeralda sighed, "I know, I know. Like I said, I'm not-" she shook her head, "I don't know..." she said as her eyes closed, tired once more.
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Mar 24, 2014 7:40:24 GMT -6
Squall sighed. "Do whatever..." He told her.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 24, 2014 7:47:33 GMT -6
Esmeralda looked up at him wearily, "I'm sorry I'm such a mess. I can't think too clearly right now," she admitted quietly.
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Mar 24, 2014 7:52:43 GMT -6
"Get some rest." Squall said. "I'll be back to wake you up in two hours."
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Post by Deleted on Mar 24, 2014 7:57:52 GMT -6
Esmeralda gripped his hand, "Please... stay with me?" she asked quietly, before dropping his hand and looking down.
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Mar 24, 2014 11:52:40 GMT -6
"I'll stay," he assured her.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 24, 2014 12:02:08 GMT -6
Esmeralda looked up at him, "Lay with me? Not like sex though," she added quickly.
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Post by Tifa Lockhart on Mar 24, 2014 13:57:52 GMT -6
Squall nodded. He laid down at her side, like she asked.
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